Lately, I’ve been trying to understand myself better as an INFJ. After taking the MBTI test again, I found out that I’m still an INFJ, but I’ve shifted from INFJ-A to INFJ-T. I realize this change might be due to everything that’s been happening lately.
I feel both blessed and thankful, yet also overwhelmed. . I’m not used to talking to many people, yet I find myself enjoying these interactions. It’s a strange paradox. Lately, more and more people are reaching out to me for collaborations, press releases, media invites, and more. As a solo entrepreneur, it can be a lot to handle.
Sometimes, I care so much about others that I forget to take care of myself, which stresses me out. It feels unfair to me. When I treat myself to some alone time, like traveling solo, some people think I’m being selfish. I can’t understand why they see it that way. I just want a bit of solitude to escape stress and discover new things in life.
Am I being too hard on myself? Despite everything, I am incredibly thankful for my ultimate K-idol, B.I, who inspires me to overcome my fears and motivates me daily.
A few days ago, B.I went live on Bubble. A fan mentioned, “I’m working hard & earning money so I can meet you.” Hanbin replied, “In the end, I work hard & earn money so I can meet you all. We’re working hard so we can meet each other. Like ‘Gyeonu & Jingyeo (The Cowherd & the Weaver Girl)’?”
This interaction inspires me in life. It encourages me to discipline myself, focus on my goals, and reminds me that it’s never too late to restart my career as a nurse. Everyone has their own destiny, and it differs from one person to another. So, keep going and never give up. Trust the process, always have faith in God, and pray—pray when life gets hard and pray when you’re blessed. Pray every day for God’s guidance.
